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Hey! So let's pretend that awful/braggart journal never happened, ok? And let us move onto something less narcissistic.

First part quick updates, second, long rant thing about career choices and lastly, Tumblr.

First off again I want to thank all you guys for being so supportive of my Peter Pan shoot. You guys wound up loving it far more than I expected! Thank-you so much! There's still just a few more images to come, and in the comments section I'll let you know when it is the final image.

Summer school starts tomorrow. Math. 5 hours, 5 days a week. One month and then I am done. FOREVER. But still, please shoot me.

Let me just say this... if I ever say to you that I finally know what I want to be in the future... FAT CHANCE. So many times in my life I have felt "Wow, this is my calling! This will be my career." and then a few months later I start to second guess myself. The worst of these occurrences was recently. In the first semester this year I had CALM class (career and life management), in that class we were pretty much forced into choosing our career path and mapping out how we'll get there. In doing so I was forced to realize... "Hey, I think graphic designing is it! I mean, I already love making book covers (though all I do is adjust colours,etc. and add in a title and such. ex:[link] all I did here was the black smoke, crayon and text) and if my ultimate goal is to be an author (which this one I am not bullshitting. It has been around for a LONG time, it's just you can't exactly come right out of school and become an author so... I need something else in the meantime or in case I suck too much) then it makes sense and perhaps I could end up making my own covers!!" I seriously planned it out from top to bottom (aside from where I would work).

Then about a month or two ago... I lost interest in the idea. I have one more year to decide and classes are so expensive. It's roughly $6,000 per class (over $8,000 for theater!) and to take Design, Fine Art and Theater classes to be able to decide what I want to do? Man that's just so much money... And that's not even talking about the courses I could take in Vancouver if me and !Kurly-Karly both go down there and live there while she takes film courses and I... don't know yet. The courses down there are prices of $20,000-$50,000... *shoots self*

As it stands I am interested in either designing book covers (will not call it graphic design because that's basically logos.. ugh), being a voice actress or something to do with cartooning/character design/illustration/etc. all with the same end goal of AUTHOR. But no wonder it's so hard to choose. The one I've always wanted is that... and so everything else I come up with is second best.

Tumblr! I have noticed recently that I use my facebook almost like a blog. Not good. No one seems to care and it makes me look like I think I'm all that or something. So I figured if I get a tumblr account I could use that to show people the cool things I find on the internet along with things I make or something from time to time. So how does that sound? Anyone interested?